the up and down of a relationship

Sometimes....
we had a fight, a great enough fight
we are still holding tight with our ego and don't care about the problem actually
and in the last part of our call we apologize each other and we do everythings normally
hahahaha, isn't it funny? we had a fight and apologize just in 2 hours, or the worst in two days..
so, what is the purpose of our fight? Just holding our ego will not solve anythings. Can we deleted the fight scenes and add more happy scenes?
because i know we are meant to being together.
so, can we stop fighting and start doing happy things?
lets bury our ego and try to understand each other
So lets go!!

change

this thing was always disturbing my mind
all this fucking things
is this world have changed?
or its just my feelings?
but everythings was getiing hard to faces i think
like everybody was get in a group to fight me, everybody
even my trustworthiest person
did everybody have change?
did i do something wrong?
please tell me, i'm always trying to be a nice person to everybody
even they didn't know me
please tell me what is my fault?
did everybody have change?
or the one who have changed is me?
arrrggh, its so runied my mind
and i guess this is a part of becoming mature

the day she came to my life

do you still awake tonite?
lets we talk about something about us
do you remebered how silly i am
when the first time we met
at the school bus
maybe your just the ordinary girl for the others
but for me, you looked so special
there is something different feel that i felt
yeah that was true
there is something strange feelings that i felt
and i guess it was love
do you remeber?
the day you came into my life?
the day when we started this all
the day when i say "love you" for the first time
that was the best day ever
and it was 3 years ago, and we still make it